Resting

I am here infront of my computer. Reflecting. I don't even know what will happen next. Do i think too much or just scared what kind of potential lies within me. Comparing a lot things mix up ideas towards my next move. I can't even solve a certain tutorial. Why in the world can i not do things my way even though there are things that are spoon-feed already. Sometimes when i tend to disappoint it leads to nowhere. I happy guy that thinks beyond safety. I want to be unleashed. People looks down on you when you have nothing accomplished in life. That is a cycle that one cannot understand by mere mortals contented to what they have in this world. Indeed, you don't have to take things for granted but there are fucking reasons that cannot be explained but already fixed. Its like there is no answer for every struggle. When you look at it, intimidation will always be a factor. You think externally because you are not blessed with something that cannot be seen by other people. And that's the way it is. I am enjoying every part of it. Too young to think of problems. I am ready for giants. I am not even passed my prime looking for a team that will deliver me a championship. I am already a champion inside and out. Family, friends, country and GOD. Amen