Changes

Jan 13

As the middle month of Jan 2010 unfolds, it makes me wonder how one robot stays disciplined and controlled in an environment of 10 hours a day a fraction of 24 hours and 6 hours of free time. So far so good it’s so early to tell. Why is the feeling of waiting of another December comes in play because of the surprises and promises that

awaits one person where its up to you do the deed.

 

Right now, there is a decision to be made. A situation wherein I believe God gave her to me this time of the year in 1-year span of rebuilding and now the program needs to begin! I never felt this feeling again in a 1-year span that I had an open shot. She makes me smile even though I don’t have any thoughts of having a special feeling for her in the first place of meeting her. She’s not even an open book meaning to say sharing things that she loves like and everything duh for girls to talk you have to ready your sharp tongue and keep on asking. From the outside, I can judge right away but what’s inside gives me this troubled thinking and 2^nd guessing. If only things where in place. I had enough to muster confidence of being a guy friend that she can truly count on. FINE. To tell you honestly I like the girl, the 4^th time I met her, a birthday’s friend house. I don’t usually act this way but some series of events lead me with this kind of tender, loving, care feeling. Let’s hide her under the name of MP. On the outside, She’s cute steady cute. The typical Miranda Kerr of Victoria secret model, typical Autumn (the girl he(Zoey Deschannel) met in the interview.) in 500 days of summer. Typical Kaye Abad of local celebrity. I’m sure she’s smart not a nerd type from St. Scholastica, the quiet type who just listens and focuses on important things and enjoys like my sister Bianca when she has a free time. It’s odd. Duh? For no sense of insanity she’s the only one who stands up in the crowd that she is involved with. Is she the simple type who doesn’t care as long as she is living independently by the Cebu PAC working hours and doing things her own way?

 

I need answers! Answers! Answers! PAPI. Papi is getting in love. I am the man of light and shining armor that wants to save her princess someday in the dungeon of dragons. She’s another prototype but it’s very hard to decide on matters of the heart. She hugs and answers you in a nice way but she never asks questions. NOT INTERESTED?. Duh you experienced it from BURGER. I don’t think so. The moment I walked in the bar of Distillary She saw me but avoided eye contact and just looked down” not up nor left and right”. I don’t have a chance? Or we are just feeling the same way right now! Is it her moment to take care and feel the love of her prince? Even though she doesn’t ask a lot of questions. I just abused the power of my humor in a humble way that made her attracted to me. DEFINITELY with subtle kamanyakan” haha. Who am I? the face of Shia Le Beouf, the humor of a combined negro and vic sotto. A body of a wolf. A brain of a part Michael Scofield and part japanese dope guy from the movie “Perfect score” who had invented a billion gaming console with a crib lots of chicks. She’s so easy to get a long but hard to get! I never heard her boast about anything that’s why so far, she’s everything perfect to me. Unlike other girls, who only cares about how they look like in the camera and bragging about the material things that they have.

 

For now, I got her number to the guy who can contribute anything but a simple home along the riles style. And then on lets take it from there and take it as is. Its up to me in the end! I thank God I believe he will not grant me this fate unless I start talking and moving! PATRON here we come!