The new month has just begun and two weeks is fast approaching. My personal grade is only a dismal 5 over 10. It’s a situation of rethink and reevaluate and reassure myself that I want to enter the world of MP.
What lies ahead of me is uncertain. I always prepare for the worst and hope for the best because in expecting, you meet disappointments and in hoping, you meet surprises. I will be calm and assess the coming days where I would place myself in the situation. No need comfort zone right now. I just want to be great and best at the same time. I need to explore and discover. I am very young at 22. In a span of 8 years another level upgrades and I have to adapt and adjust. I will definitely cherish every moment that comes and most of all, acts first before speaking. I am at the right age right now. The young adult is about to shine. No more teens in my previous age. What her decision would be will be fine with me. So far, to tell you frankly, I am in the same situation of appearance but the attitudes, smarts and independent living is way to different. It’s my first time to court a girl. But what keeps me guessing is the thing that frustrates me. I know for a fact that I have to earn her feelings. It’s a long shot not a headshot. Training starts every time we meet. I want this fate. I want to experience it. I want to learn from it. Easy is not so blunt. I believe it’s hard. Correct me if I am wrong. Pain is thirst. Thirst in Learning.
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